Sick and tired.
Jim just called the house. I gave the phone to my Grandmother thinking that’s who he was calling for. Jim has been feeding my Grandmother a load of lies ever since the incident happened so when I wouldn’t speak to Jim my Grandmother started yelling at me. I think I’m going to spent the duration of my time here in the basement.
The only one that knows the truth is my Mother and, I think my cousin Tina knows for the most part, I don’t know. This is family gang up on Jenny week. If there was sand around I’d probably stick my head in it for a few months.
I’m tired … the physical pain has been getting worse from the Fibro and Arthritis .. and emotionally I’m shot. And I have no where to go.
I’ve never felt so lonely in my life.
